Holidays… Ughhh

It is almost the end of the year and I am happy as it is one more year away from crazy.

Holidays – They are not my favorite time of the year.  In fact they are usually the worst time of the year.  The only good part about them is the amount of time I get to spend with my wife and kids.  This year I have been able to spend more time than I usually get because of my work schedule.  This year I am really off during the holiday break and it has been a well needed break.  Yet for some reason I cannot ever get through a day without screwing it up somehow. Everything seems to be going well and then ‘”‘BAMM'”‘ my brain thinks that saying or doing something is a good idea.  It always seems to be the opposite.

Cryptography  – The study of my writing.

What good is owning a book if you can never open it and read it?

If you slow down to enjoy life won’t you be run over by those coming up from behind?

How can a mute speak his mind?

If magic is the art of distraction then can my words be a magician all on their own?

Why do I want to hear what people are thinking no matter the hit to my ego, but I can’t provide the same in return?

If you know you are losing is it okay to let it be game over?

Why does my brain take so long to process how I feel about things which directly affect me, but it can throw out a witty comment at the drop of a hat?

So where does this leave me?  Maybe I should use the find my phone app to figure it out.




About bac4sccr

I am just a run of the mill, ever day father/husband who is just trying to navigate my way back to where I want to be. Unfortunately there isn't an "Easy" button or a "Reset" button or I would be hitting them repeatedly. This is just my journey from my perspective.
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1 Response to Holidays… Ughhh

  1. You are very insightful! I look forward to following what you have to say. Hope the holidays treated you kindly.


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